nori1980 | (no subject)

so i went to the therapist yesterday. he wasnt supposed to be my longterm-doc, he was there to ask me about the previous therapy and see who out of the institute can work with me ( on me)..
i still cant believe what a fucking wanker i sat in front of.
he asked me all kind of questions in a tone that made me feel like being in front of a jury.
he said something about trying to tie people to you with your "problem"
. friends family even the therapist he said.
i got really upset and said that i dont care about my therapist and that I'd be happy NOT to NEED my people so close around me.thats why im doing therapy !
he really made me feel like i was asking to much of a therapist to help me..
cant transcript the whole shitty thing properly, but he was a real arsehole.
totally made my day.
took a migrane pill, that made the headache go away, but my whole body and mind feeling worse..

we went for a walk in the evening, sat in the grass and talked which i really enjoyed.. but still... GRRRRR

so.. here's my flower.. why is mine so ugly and the other ones so colourfully beautiful??

I am flower named nora1980 !

I consist of my friends!

Are you flower too?