abso*fucking*lutely

The therapy guy is a definite "no-no".
In the "How on earth could ever believe to find him attractive"-way...
*embarrassed looks*

Ahem, yes..

( VM with Tom )

We had dinner at Krischan and Björn's place yesterday. Although Krischan told me they had split up a while ago they still acted like a couple.. an old married one to be specific. So I have to find out what that is all about *spies*
Dinner was fantastic.. And they had strawberries covered in white chocolate...OMG!!!

EDIT: EEEEEEEE; OMGZ.. they're early.. I just checked in tuvali and Paul (!).. Squeee.. They just went to their room, but she looks adorable from what I've seen ..
And I have to say, I love uncomplicated people! There was no question whatsoever that we'd hug..
I know there will be one or two awkward moments, cos we both know so much about each other.. But I'm used to meeting internet people by now *lol*

so i went to the therapist yesterday. he wasnt supposed to be my longterm-doc, he was there to ask me about the previous therapy and see who out of the institute can work with me ( on me)..
i still cant believe what a fucking wanker i sat in front of.
he asked me all kind of questions in a tone that made me feel like being in front of a jury.
he said something about trying to tie people to you with your "problem"
. friends family even the therapist he said.
i got really upset and said that i dont care about my therapist and that I'd be happy NOT to NEED my people so close around me.thats why im doing therapy !
he really made me feel like i was asking to much of a therapist to help me..
cant transcript the whole shitty thing properly, but he was a real arsehole.
totally made my day.
took a migrane pill, that made the headache go away, but my whole body and mind feeling worse..

we went for a walk in the evening, sat in the grass and talked which i really enjoyed.. but still... GRRRRR

so.. here's my flower.. why is mine so ugly and the other ones so colourfully beautiful??

I am flower named nora1980 !

I consist of my friends!

Are you flower too?

( LJ SEX )