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[nori1980]

Had a brilliant day with Tom, Tobi and blavandgirl ->Annika Blunt ;p

When we came home the mail-guy was just running off with my Lost DVD Box.. I reached him before he could drive away though.. fast shipping, though I took the cheapest way off shipping ( yes, stefsoleil cry baby is also here.. had to pay some tax though..).

Now Tom is at work and I'm watching Lost with Tobi.. He hates Sawyer ( we just watched his episode..), but I know much much better :D

My only problem is that I feel an anxiety attack coming up.. I don't know..
I first had the feeling when we made our way home. My chest and stomach feel really weird and I just don't want that feeling when TOm is leaving on Monday.
I know I have my work on monday and I'll only get home at 10pm at night, but if I feel the way I do now, then.. I'm going mad.. and I'm scared as hell that that might happen.
I bought sleeping pills for the first time in my life.. I had the idea that it would be good to just go to bed monday night.
Does that work though?
If I take one pill ( or two ) will i DEFINITLEY sleep within an hour or so??
I still have the diazepam, but hell, I'm too scared to use it, cos i dont know what it does to me..

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[nora1980.livejournal.com]

thanks so much for the offer.. could you ask your friend what kind of pills he takes? if they're that good, maybe i could pay him for 2 of his box?!

[stefsoleil.livejournal.com]

I keep forgetting what they're called, but they're actually a sleep hormone. Big thing in the States, apparently. I'm not sure if he's in Berlin or if he's visiting his mother in Bavaria this weekend, but I'll call and see if I can get some of those pills for you. :-)

D'you wanna go for coffee later?

[nora1980.livejournal.com]

i'm meeting up with some girls at cancun at 1pm if you wanna join us..

[stefsoleil.livejournal.com]

I was thinking about 3ish, I still have to go vote and stuff. If you want, just text me later. :)