nori1980 | (no subject)

Had a brilliant day with Tom, Tobi and

blavandgirl ->Annika Blunt ;p

When we came home the mail-guy was just running off with my Lost DVD Box.. I reached him before he could drive away though.. fast shipping, though I took the cheapest way off shipping ( yes,

stefsoleil cry baby is also here.. had to pay some tax though..).

Now Tom is at work and I'm watching Lost with Tobi.. He hates Sawyer ( we just watched his episode..), but I know much much better :D

My only problem is that I feel an anxiety attack coming up.. I don't know..
I first had the feeling when we made our way home. My chest and stomach feel really weird and I just don't want that feeling when TOm is leaving on Monday.
I know I have my work on monday and I'll only get home at 10pm at night, but if I feel the way I do now, then.. I'm going mad.. and I'm scared as hell that that might happen.
I bought sleeping pills for the first time in my life.. I had the idea that it would be good to just go to bed monday night.
Does that work though?
If I take one pill ( or two ) will i DEFINITLEY sleep within an hour or so??
I still have the diazepam, but hell, I'm too scared to use it, cos i dont know what it does to me..