THE EX-FACTOR
May. 1st, 2005 10:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nori1980oh wow..
my ex-boyfriend's sister who is also a good friend of mine just texted me, that she had spoken to Mr EX and that he says "hi" and she also sent me his phone number in his name!!!!!!!!
*shakes*
the thing is, i never really got over the whole thing..
it'S such a long story and, yes, i'm happy with tom now, but this really makes me *clears throat*.. ah i don't know..
i know that he asked about me a lot, and that he called my house when i was still living with my parents and was already getting close to tom.. ( my mum told me that weeks after he did.. she didnt wanna bother me..)
*sigh*
he was my first BIG BIG one true love :)
i met him in brasil and fell inlustlove at first sight. i was too scared and shy to talk to him ( besides talk was hard, cos he only knew portugese and i didnt :/ ), but in the end we got together.
nightmare and never ending tears when we had to fly home. but we stayed together and he came to germany 4 month later. stayed 3 month just after i finished school. we had the time of our lives ( paris, south of france and just ♥ ) and made plans for him to stay in germany, go to school and move in with me.
he had to leave after 3 month because of the visa, but we already began arranging everything at the embassy, so that he could return..
talked on the phone everyday and omg i missed him sooo much..
in the end he didnt come back. he has a daughter with that other woman and he couldnt leave her behind. also he got kinda close to her again, which i didnt know of..
we had one last phone call which was all tears and anger.. but more tears. he said that he'd still love me and all, but he couldnt cope with leaving andresa behind.
i never hated him.. and i didnt really finish the story for me, you know?!
so all the time i only heard about him, through his sister. that he was ok, that he had a steady job and is living with andresa's mother,but not WITH her..
thought of him from time to time.. thought of writing a letter to close this chapter for me..
and now this? phew.. should i call him?
i don't know what this would do to me?
my ex-boyfriend's sister who is also a good friend of mine just texted me, that she had spoken to Mr EX and that he says "hi" and she also sent me his phone number in his name!!!!!!!!
*shakes*
the thing is, i never really got over the whole thing..
it'S such a long story and, yes, i'm happy with tom now, but this really makes me *clears throat*.. ah i don't know..
i know that he asked about me a lot, and that he called my house when i was still living with my parents and was already getting close to tom.. ( my mum told me that weeks after he did.. she didnt wanna bother me..)
*sigh*
he was my first BIG BIG one true love :)
i met him in brasil and fell in
nightmare and never ending tears when we had to fly home. but we stayed together and he came to germany 4 month later. stayed 3 month just after i finished school. we had the time of our lives ( paris, south of france and just ♥ ) and made plans for him to stay in germany, go to school and move in with me.
he had to leave after 3 month because of the visa, but we already began arranging everything at the embassy, so that he could return..
talked on the phone everyday and omg i missed him sooo much..
in the end he didnt come back. he has a daughter with that other woman and he couldnt leave her behind. also he got kinda close to her again, which i didnt know of..
we had one last phone call which was all tears and anger.. but more tears. he said that he'd still love me and all, but he couldnt cope with leaving andresa behind.
i never hated him.. and i didnt really finish the story for me, you know?!
so all the time i only heard about him, through his sister. that he was ok, that he had a steady job and is living with andresa's mother,but not WITH her..
thought of him from time to time.. thought of writing a letter to close this chapter for me..
and now this? phew.. should i call him?
i don't know what this would do to me?
