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so i went to the therapist yesterday. he wasnt supposed to be my longterm-doc, he was there to ask me about the previous therapy and see who out of the institute can work with me ( on me)..
i still cant believe what a fucking wanker i sat in front of.
he asked me all kind of questions in a tone that made me feel like being in front of a jury.
he said something about trying to tie people to you with your "problem"
. friends family even the therapist he said.
i got really upset and said that i dont care about my therapist and that I'd be happy NOT to NEED my people so close around me.thats why im doing therapy !
he really made me feel like i was asking to much of a therapist to help me..
cant transcript the whole shitty thing properly, but he was a real arsehole.
totally made my day.
took a migrane pill, that made the headache go away, but my whole body and mind feeling worse..

we went for a walk in the evening, sat in the grass and talked which i really enjoyed.. but still... GRRRRR

so.. here's my flower.. why is mine so ugly and the other ones so colourfully beautiful??

I am flower named nora1980 !

I consist of my friends!

Are you flower too?

( LJ SEX )

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really cool.. dont know who gacked it from who..
but .. ok...lets do it :)

this is the problem with livejournal, we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. i'm going to rectify it. i want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. then post this in your livejournal and find out what people don't know about you