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damn it.. i killed my last entry..
so again.
had a wonderful day with me dad! wandering around treptower park, having drinks at tomasa-bar and watching LOST while eating pasta at night.
he loved it he ABSOLULTEY loves it! hes always kinda critical with tv shows (loved friends and x-files, hated ER), but he was going on how good lost seems to him!! YESYESYES
*that MUST be a T-Rex!!!*
*whoa.. a polarbear*

couldnt sleep *again* really dont know why ( yeah well the tootheache returned..). got a bit better when dad picked up tom from the train station and he comforted me when the panic started. but that was past midnight and i had to get up at 5. GRREAT!

its still weird with tom, which is more weird cos it NEVER WAS! ( weird sentence )
well when there were odd moments between us we sorted them out instantly, but this time something kinda changed after the fight.
wish me luck for today.

i kinda figured that there are no rules in love. not a fucking thing thats normal in one relationship is certain to work for another.
theres NOTHING .
am i late figuring that? just random thoughts i had the last week watching people around me.

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omg.. i found a slash discussion on my german lotr board..
cant believe my eyes. pretty intellectual people talking crap..
for anyone speaking german:slash discussion

edit.. some of them :)
i read a bit more and some people are pretty cool about it... but others .. tsk tsk

and another ENGLISH Link..:who writes slash and why