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I don't know where yesterdays calmness came from.
I didn't cry for one second. I was ok. I even laughed with blavandgirl, watching Jackass and I slept ok on the matress on her floor.

Coming home this morning, Tom cancelling London and Tom in tears finally broke me.


all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here