fuckfuckfuck fuckity FUCK

crushed..in tears and scared as hell.
they are gonna take out my gallbladder next wednesday. an operation!! do you hear me?! never had one ,never been to a hospital for longer than a few hours..
and now i have to stay there for 3 days and all that fuck.
even worse was talking to my dad..he was in his office and when i started to cry, he did, too.. oh, how i love my dad.

thanks for all your kind words, m'darlings! *loves*