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whoa.. the next intense dream
this time of a horrible nature..
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in better news.
Robbie is in town.. I met so many cool people this year, I'm not even trying this time. I know its impossible.
There must be millions of people standing in front of the Ritz Carlton..
And now, what do I have to read in the paper? That he was playing football in LANKWITZ yesterday.. LANKfuckingWITZ, which is literally around the corner from blavangirls house.
I know she screamed when I texted her his..

haha.. she just textet me, that she used to have school sports on that football ground.. omg..

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2 things from yesterday

1.Therapy.. As I said before we have a new really weird guy there and yesterday was all about him. Which is okay by me, cos right now i'm not feeling much pressure to talk about me.. Feeling good at the moment.
Anyway - this guy said last week that doesnt have any friends and his sister is the only family he has.
So yesterday the misery goes on, he tells us why he has been in hospital for the last 2 month - because of his depression and his urge to kill himself.
Bang- so what can you say to this?
He goes on, telling us he never had a girlfriend or woman close to him..wow..
I know that ones own problems are always as bad as it can get, to you.. cos its your own perspective in which you see them.. but this made me so angry.. angry not at any person, just the whole messed up situation many of us are in..

on a lighter note
2. went to evil_trishas empty appartment to watch LOST with her nairie, wide_ocean and shivaluna..
what can I say.. my least favourite episode so far..
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