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Oct. 27th, 2005 07:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Drown your sorrows in alcohol?!
Well nearly.. wine was a close friend last night, but I didnt get drunk or anything.
I watched Dawson's Creek season 3 ..
I LOVE the Joey/Pacey storyline.. Joshua Jackson seems to be an amazing but overlooked actor.. pretty good with emotion..
BUT I cannot look at Joey the same way I used to.. THANK YOU TOM CRUISE for spoiling that..
Lay awake for a little while thinking and thinking and thinking..
I'm pretty impressed by what Christoph has achieved in the few weeks he has been in the US.
He is currently doing front office shifts at one hotel, but will be starting as a SALES ASSISTANT MANAGER in another one in November.
It is simply impossible for a guy like him ( and a person like ME!) to get a job like that in Germany.
When he comes back next year ( if he does..) all doors are open to him, work-wise.
I cannot say that I'm not jealous.
TOm's dad and now also Tom keep telling me that i could have a big career in the US. And I'm starting to believe it. I would have so many chances and Tom's dad would help us out immensly!
BUT, for a person who simply prefers to be close to her family and close friends this thing seems impossible.. nothing else.
I like the idea of going to the US for 7 months like Tom wants to ( NEXT YEAR.. omg already..), but am already scared shitless.
And on another thought.. I don't even know if I'm a career-girl.
I just DONT KNOW if I wanna work HARD and make lots of money.. Money yes, but work hard, regardless what your soul says?
I'm kind of a lazy ass most of the times.
Thought of the day seems to be "I JUST DONT KNOW"
Well nearly.. wine was a close friend last night, but I didnt get drunk or anything.
I watched Dawson's Creek season 3 ..
I LOVE the Joey/Pacey storyline.. Joshua Jackson seems to be an amazing but overlooked actor.. pretty good with emotion..
BUT I cannot look at Joey the same way I used to.. THANK YOU TOM CRUISE for spoiling that..
Lay awake for a little while thinking and thinking and thinking..
I'm pretty impressed by what Christoph has achieved in the few weeks he has been in the US.
He is currently doing front office shifts at one hotel, but will be starting as a SALES ASSISTANT MANAGER in another one in November.
It is simply impossible for a guy like him ( and a person like ME!) to get a job like that in Germany.
When he comes back next year ( if he does..) all doors are open to him, work-wise.
I cannot say that I'm not jealous.
TOm's dad and now also Tom keep telling me that i could have a big career in the US. And I'm starting to believe it. I would have so many chances and Tom's dad would help us out immensly!
BUT, for a person who simply prefers to be close to her family and close friends this thing seems impossible.. nothing else.
I like the idea of going to the US for 7 months like Tom wants to ( NEXT YEAR.. omg already..), but am already scared shitless.
And on another thought.. I don't even know if I'm a career-girl.
I just DONT KNOW if I wanna work HARD and make lots of money.. Money yes, but work hard, regardless what your soul says?
I'm kind of a lazy ass most of the times.
Thought of the day seems to be "I JUST DONT KNOW"