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nori1980ok.. im officially HOME now..
i came home last night with my dad, as tom is still with his mom at the sea ( .. yeah .. nice). i love my dad as he is wonderful company and its so much fun to spend time with him. and he's staying until saturday!
im working my way through my flist right now.
first thing..
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sacreddesire i just read your post from august 20th... i miss you too lovely.. and we will talk soon! feels good to be mentioned in such honorable circle of wonderful ladies.. *loves*
xwasted_exhalex thanks for missing me :) that post was the first i read when i found the internet cafe and it felt sooooooooooo goood!
sistersluge less then two hours.. i am so FUCKING nervous! what if the internet crashes or my boss is around?? this is just .... aaaaaaaaah
magikalcrab did you get my postcard?? gonna get my qaf DVDs TODAY..
footyangel HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. i know its late but still it comes from MEEEEE.. *loves*
so finally... did you like the winegum and chocolate??
it sucked.. from day one!
after work i tried to get home but it took ages cos the motorway was full..nice.
we packed the car and had to drive a massive detour, cos the motorway was officially barred. i got a ticket for speeding the same day and when we arrived at my parents' house tom and i werent talking anymore. such a good way to start a holiday.
next day we loaded my parents' van and started our trip ( my dad kept my lovely opel car .. )
after half an hour of driving.. a fucking THUNDERSTORM that forced us to drive slower then a wheelchair.
we drove until Dijon that night. couldnt find the camping-ground we were plannign on staying for the night, so tried to find a reasonable hotel.
but what happens when you are LOOKING for one? you cant find one, though you have been seeing THOUSANDS all day..
had to pay toooo much for a crappy room and found a creepy roach in the bathroom when we left the following morning /( were they there all night??)
we drove the rest in a better mood and the weather was brilliant.
the campingground was nice ( I had been there before many times) until the weather changed again and the river where it was at ascended 3 fucking meters over night.
there were many people panicing as there have been massive floods some years ago.
there were trees coming down and it certainly was not a VACATION mood..
( we later found out there were 2 people killed that night.. )
two days later i got sick..it was the weekend and i couldnt stand anymore of the crappy discussions, the bad weather and all, so i guess my body reacted to that.
end of story? we went home. tom was driving cos i was puking all the time. again a far to expensive hotel and the mood was still icy.
dont get me wrong here.. we had fantastic moments and even some sexy moments ( we didnt have those at home for a long time) but it all got worse cos now i was the one responsible for our vacation to go wrong.
i had a good week after that.. stayed at my parents, met my best friends and talked to jamie on the phone about the most exciting ringcon news( YAY BILLY IS COMING).. but i didnt talk to tom at all..
we had a huge discussion with both of us crying the night before he left for his stay with his mother and there were all kinds of things coming up. like him not coping with my therapyangstymatters and all. he said the loves me but its not gonna work when i dont go through with therapy cos it all constricts him too. I FUCKING KNEW THAT BEFORE:... and im willing to do therapy.. i even had my first appointment in august. but its not workinf that fast. *Sigh*
so.. i slept alone in our bed last night and i missed him awfully.
but anyways..
im glad to be back..
and this makes me feeling so fucking good:
i came home last night with my dad, as tom is still with his mom at the sea ( .. yeah .. nice). i love my dad as he is wonderful company and its so much fun to spend time with him. and he's staying until saturday!
im working my way through my flist right now.
first thing..
sacreddesire i just read your post from august 20th... i miss you too lovely.. and we will talk soon! feels good to be mentioned in such honorable circle of wonderful ladies.. *loves*xwasted_exhalex thanks for missing me :) that post was the first i read when i found the internet cafe and it felt sooooooooooo goood!sistersluge less then two hours.. i am so FUCKING nervous! what if the internet crashes or my boss is around?? this is just .... aaaaaaaaahmagikalcrab did you get my postcard?? gonna get my qaf DVDs TODAY..footyangel HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. i know its late but still it comes from MEEEEE.. *loves*so finally... did you like the winegum and chocolate??
it sucked.. from day one!
after work i tried to get home but it took ages cos the motorway was full..nice.
we packed the car and had to drive a massive detour, cos the motorway was officially barred. i got a ticket for speeding the same day and when we arrived at my parents' house tom and i werent talking anymore. such a good way to start a holiday.
next day we loaded my parents' van and started our trip ( my dad kept my lovely opel car .. )
after half an hour of driving.. a fucking THUNDERSTORM that forced us to drive slower then a wheelchair.
we drove until Dijon that night. couldnt find the camping-ground we were plannign on staying for the night, so tried to find a reasonable hotel.
but what happens when you are LOOKING for one? you cant find one, though you have been seeing THOUSANDS all day..
had to pay toooo much for a crappy room and found a creepy roach in the bathroom when we left the following morning /( were they there all night??)
we drove the rest in a better mood and the weather was brilliant.
the campingground was nice ( I had been there before many times) until the weather changed again and the river where it was at ascended 3 fucking meters over night.
there were many people panicing as there have been massive floods some years ago.
there were trees coming down and it certainly was not a VACATION mood..
( we later found out there were 2 people killed that night.. )
two days later i got sick..it was the weekend and i couldnt stand anymore of the crappy discussions, the bad weather and all, so i guess my body reacted to that.
end of story? we went home. tom was driving cos i was puking all the time. again a far to expensive hotel and the mood was still icy.
dont get me wrong here.. we had fantastic moments and even some sexy moments ( we didnt have those at home for a long time) but it all got worse cos now i was the one responsible for our vacation to go wrong.
i had a good week after that.. stayed at my parents, met my best friends and talked to jamie on the phone about the most exciting ringcon news( YAY BILLY IS COMING).. but i didnt talk to tom at all..
we had a huge discussion with both of us crying the night before he left for his stay with his mother and there were all kinds of things coming up. like him not coping with my therapyangstymatters and all. he said the loves me but its not gonna work when i dont go through with therapy cos it all constricts him too. I FUCKING KNEW THAT BEFORE:... and im willing to do therapy.. i even had my first appointment in august. but its not workinf that fast. *Sigh*
so.. i slept alone in our bed last night and i missed him awfully.
but anyways..
im glad to be back..
and this makes me feeling so fucking good:
