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Feb. 4th, 2005 07:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nori1980great day with tom, yesterday!
we went strolling through the city, visited some shops ( and i finally got the right dreamwatch mag!!!)
and then went to see "kammerflimmern"
weird but totally great german movie with my fav german actor matthias schweighöfer. eeeee..loves him..and he lives in berlin*stalks him*
he plays crash, a weird ambulance med, whose parents died in a car crash when he was a kid.
he then meets heavily pregnantclaire girl (called november!!????) whose boyfriend dies of heroin..
and of course they fall in love ...awww...
o_O ever seen a sex scene with a pregnant girl??
AND it has matthias naked under the shower.. and you can not just see his ass//immaturitiy, pixii?? ahoy!!!
apart from that.. major anxiety alarm a week before we leave for the US..
i was on the underground and the train stopped for a minute...i felt i was losing control over the situation. what if i wanna get out NOW? what if i need to pee? i cannot breathe!! im getting sick..
i instantly told tom, who told he to breathe " in and out ".
after that i was totally freaking out over the flight. 8 hours with no control whatsoever.. i dont fear anything might happen. i just fear the anxiety that just comes out of nowhere.
decided to take the portable dvd player and not watch LOST on thursday o_O *GASP*
*major gasp*
will be hard to resist and wait even longer, but I'll have something to look forward to and at least an hour without thinking of my situation
we went strolling through the city, visited some shops ( and i finally got the right dreamwatch mag!!!)
and then went to see "kammerflimmern"
weird but totally great german movie with my fav german actor matthias schweighöfer. eeeee..loves him..and he lives in berlin*stalks him*
he plays crash, a weird ambulance med, whose parents died in a car crash when he was a kid.
he then meets heavily pregnant
and of course they fall in love ...awww...
o_O ever seen a sex scene with a pregnant girl??
AND it has matthias naked under the shower.. and you can not just see his ass//immaturitiy, pixii?? ahoy!!!
apart from that.. major anxiety alarm a week before we leave for the US..
i was on the underground and the train stopped for a minute...i felt i was losing control over the situation. what if i wanna get out NOW? what if i need to pee? i cannot breathe!! im getting sick..
i instantly told tom, who told he to breathe " in and out ".
after that i was totally freaking out over the flight. 8 hours with no control whatsoever.. i dont fear anything might happen. i just fear the anxiety that just comes out of nowhere.
decided to take the portable dvd player and not watch LOST on thursday o_O *GASP*
*major gasp*
will be hard to resist and wait even longer, but I'll have something to look forward to and at least an hour without thinking of my situation
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Date: 2005-02-04 12:59 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-02-04 07:47 pm (UTC)i worked that night..
do you attend many premieres in berlin??