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Dec. 21st, 2004 01:04 amjamie cullum???
whoa... i didt know!
"everlasting love" live.. on tv total
AWESOME!
whoa... i didt know!
"everlasting love" live.. on tv total
AWESOME!
Dec. 21st, 2004
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Dec. 21st, 2004 09:39 am( LOST SPOILERS o_O )
an oh.. the "ringers" pics are pretty new right?
so scruff ( or shall i say beard??) is gone?
hmm dont know how i feel about it..
but he looks bloody fantastic..
pics are up at TORN
an oh.. the "ringers" pics are pretty new right?
so scruff ( or shall i say beard??) is gone?
hmm dont know how i feel about it..
but he looks bloody fantastic..
pics are up at TORN
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Dec. 21st, 2004 10:00 ami am dead from excitement over stace going to ORC..
i was when i first heard she MIGHT go, but now that its official and now that jamie knows, its like
OMGDOM.. stacey is going!!
am also jealous liek whoa, i mean dom, billy, elijah, sean, wws and uhm JAMIE AND BIANCA?? all at once?!
you better have a drink or two on that flight!
the thing is.. i have the fucking money to go, but cant. and thats what makes me so sad about it..
there's no way for me right now, as my head tells me all the time..there are moments where i think i could do it, but those seconds pass and then it like "never ever" in the current state im in..
*cries*
what made me become this way? ask my therapist. dont think SHE knows. she said i have two side of my personality ( no im not schezophrenic (sp?) thankyou ), the one that wants to expore everything, see the world.. and the other side that holds me from it, cos its all too scary and angsty. but still no clue where it all began. maybe i should try hypnosis??
damnit..this would've been my chance .. i dont know if i can forgive myself when i think about it later
i was when i first heard she MIGHT go, but now that its official and now that jamie knows, its like
OMGDOM.. stacey is going!!
am also jealous liek whoa, i mean dom, billy, elijah, sean, wws and uhm JAMIE AND BIANCA?? all at once?!
you better have a drink or two on that flight!
the thing is.. i have the fucking money to go, but cant. and thats what makes me so sad about it..
there's no way for me right now, as my head tells me all the time..there are moments where i think i could do it, but those seconds pass and then it like "never ever" in the current state im in..
*cries*
what made me become this way? ask my therapist. dont think SHE knows. she said i have two side of my personality ( no im not schezophrenic (sp?) thankyou ), the one that wants to expore everything, see the world.. and the other side that holds me from it, cos its all too scary and angsty. but still no clue where it all began. maybe i should try hypnosis??
damnit..this would've been my chance .. i dont know if i can forgive myself when i think about it later
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