had the weirdest dream about some german actor i really liked some time ago ( robert stadlober for all my german friends :D ).
weird cos it felt totally real. he gave me all the affection, love and attention that i really really need right now.
it was like a huge *sigh*-feeling waking up after being so close to him in my dreams...
tom and i nearly split up over the weekend, i got helplessly drunk over that and the whole weekend sucked big time!
want some more?
nah, me neither..