No regrets.. they don't work

He sang "Could it be magic".. and a few lines of "No regrets" before that.. And he looked straight at Annika and me, as were laughing hysterically about his making fun of the dance routines to the song.
He was laughing with us.. too cute..
And singing "no regrets" right before that old TT song felt like a true message..

It was quite surreal to see him after such a long time. I have been to 2 of his concert right after his first album came out, but now, 10 years after Take That, who were such a big part of my life.. its just more than weird..

The venue in Potsdam was tiny and not sold out.. Poor Mark.. And the crowd wouldn't have been my first choice either.. Most of them were just stupid, weird girls.

Mark's band is HOT, let me tell you. We were arguing ( well ,not really) from the beginning on, who'd get which member..
I wanted the bassist with the black scarf.. Annika the "keyboarder-Adrien Brody lookalike-but better" and the "Better than Chris Martin-Guitarist"

So yeah, the concert was great and lots of fun, but Mark is not "there yet".. It feels like he is not playing the audience he needs and not getting the credit he needs.

I still can't get over the could it be magic and the looking at us..
It made me so fucking emotional.. I was sooo into Take That back then, they were, like part of my family without knowing it..
stop laughing!!
Cute little Markie :D

( a few pics of Mark and his Band )

A short clip of Mark doing No Regrets


*highlight right before Mark came on stage?!
Franz Ferdinands "Take me out" and "Mr Bightside" by the Killers were played :D

Yeah, those moments..

You know those moments in life when there's nothing left to do but DIE of embarrassment?!

Stef and I went to the mall.. She bought some Shampoo, while I found the best smelling body lotion ever..
"Smell this.." .... SPLASH

Remember that Sex and the City scene?! Where the girls visit a Tantra class and the guy comes right into Miranda's face?!
Yeah, that's what Steffi looked like..

OMG ... I swear I died right there and then.

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He is out of the door-and I'm crying. That's how a good day is supposed to go, huh?!
We were meant to spend the day together, cos we both had the day off..
I was sad, but ok when his work called, cos I could spend the day with Steffi and prepare our Christmas gifts..
I hurried to meet him at 6 at the christmas market, which didn't happen, cos I was stuck in traffic and he was ok with going on Friday..
So I just expected us to have a nice cuddly evening in front of the TV.. And now one of his school-guys calls and he just leaves..

I am just so angry and sad. I know it's just the fact, that he doesn't have many friends here in Berlin, whereas I managed to find some lovely people, whom I meet on a regular basis.. And he is home most of the time.. And now he has some people.. And I'm just.. ARgh I don't know.
Just an emo crappy evening.