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It's once again too obvious that the highest highs and the lowest lows are always connected or at least to close by..
After saying goodbye to the_flo and skylar_muc (which made me more sad than I expected.. )Tom called me to tell me that his grandfather's gonna die today. He had a heart operation last week and is now only kept alive by machines, which will be switched off at three today :(
He is already 92, but he always seemed more like 65 or something. I loved him dearly and he will be sadly missed!

Now, next to my sadness is the anger at my work people, whose first comment was, we still have to even out your "sick time" from last week. Meaning other people have to work for me again.
I just wanna smash their heads together..

I feel sick..

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Tom just came home and hugged me.

Now I can't stop crying. For his grandfather  and for my two grandfathers. And for all the pain Tom is going through.