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Dec. 7th, 2005 08:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nori1980He is out of the door-and I'm crying. That's how a good day is supposed to go, huh?!
We were meant to spend the day together, cos we both had the day off..
I was sad, but ok when his work called, cos I could spend the day with Steffi and prepare our Christmas gifts..
I hurried to meet him at 6 at the christmas market, which didn't happen, cos I was stuck in traffic and he was ok with going on Friday..
So I just expected us to have a nice cuddly evening in front of the TV.. And now one of his school-guys calls and he just leaves..
I am just so angry and sad. I know it's just the fact, that he doesn't have many friends here in Berlin, whereas I managed to find some lovely people, whom I meet on a regular basis.. And he is home most of the time.. And now he has some people.. And I'm just.. ARgh I don't know.
Just an emo crappy evening.
We were meant to spend the day together, cos we both had the day off..
I was sad, but ok when his work called, cos I could spend the day with Steffi and prepare our Christmas gifts..
I hurried to meet him at 6 at the christmas market, which didn't happen, cos I was stuck in traffic and he was ok with going on Friday..
So I just expected us to have a nice cuddly evening in front of the TV.. And now one of his school-guys calls and he just leaves..
I am just so angry and sad. I know it's just the fact, that he doesn't have many friends here in Berlin, whereas I managed to find some lovely people, whom I meet on a regular basis.. And he is home most of the time.. And now he has some people.. And I'm just.. ARgh I don't know.
Just an emo crappy evening.
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Date: 2005-12-07 09:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-12-08 05:21 am (UTC)still not much better this mornign :(