I always knew....

[nori1980]

I cannot cope with flirting..
I cannot flirt and I cannot react to any flirtation towards me..

Most of the time I think the guy is just kidding. Why would he even consider flirting with an ugly duck like me?

There is this guy staying at our hotel. Yesterday he passed by my desk and asked "What's 'When do you finish work?' in german??"
I told him and he winked at me.
Same guy just walked past me and said "You're working to hard. You shouldn't work so hard."
I'm giving him a polite smile. "Am I?"
And he goes: "Yes. When's your day off?"
"TOmorrow"
"So are we going out then?"

And he leaves..

And WTF he's not even good looking or anything.. And even then I'm uncomfortable and shy and think he's just taking the piss..

It's always like that..

Comments

[theshapeshifter.livejournal.com]

Um, have you looked in the mirror lately? You are NOT an 'ugly duck', by any stretch of the imagination.

But I know what you mean, I never know how to deal with that sort of thing either.

[nora1980.livejournal.com]

I have some moments where I like myself. But most of the time I feel like I said above.
My view on myself is somewhat disturbed I guess.
Biggest problem? I don't even know what TOm sees in me. There are moments where I don't know how he can love me...
Oh, don't get me started on this..

But thanks, love..