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Oct. 27th, 2004 04:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
am in an awful emotional mood..
listened to sad music and whilst cleaning my room began reading in my old diaries.. BAAAD idea,very bad!
first my unrequited love for k., my gay friend, who now lives above me ( my god i was soooo sad)
then my ex-boyfriend,who i met in brasil, who lived with me and who i lost to the mother of his daughter. old letters (yes, i still can understand portugese!!)and pictures.. again VERY BAD IDEA..
*sigh*
i should be happy to be in a more or less happy relationship and not re-live sad memories.
but arent they still a part of you and helped you become who you are today?
listened to sad music and whilst cleaning my room began reading in my old diaries.. BAAAD idea,very bad!
first my unrequited love for k., my gay friend, who now lives above me ( my god i was soooo sad)
then my ex-boyfriend,who i met in brasil, who lived with me and who i lost to the mother of his daughter. old letters (yes, i still can understand portugese!!)and pictures.. again VERY BAD IDEA..
*sigh*
i should be happy to be in a more or less happy relationship and not re-live sad memories.
but arent they still a part of you and helped you become who you are today?
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Date: 2004-10-27 05:57 pm (UTC)And sometimes we need to look back so that we can see (and appreciate) how far we have come.
*hugs sad Nora*