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OH MY FUCKING GOD

im gonna DIE

one weird night

couldnt sleep at all after jamie was on the phone.. my life has turned into some crazy mad world.
i still cant breathe ..
my own reality hit me, when tom asked me if i ever had the wish to have sex with him in the last days. ( I didnt lie )

well.. i hope i'll survive the next weeks without a heartattack. toms brother is coming tomorrow and i hope to get my mind on other things then.

*loves on jamie, laurie, pixii, anne, stace, nali, katie and all the other lovelies from the chat*