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Apr. 7th, 2005
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Apr. 7th, 2005 06:41 amhad a brilliant time at my parents!
made major progress on the therapy stuff.. i went to see a counselor, that someone rec'd to my mum.
what an amazing woman! she seemed so wise ( being only in her forties*lol*) and had all sorts of helps for my problems and fears. and those few hours seemed to help more than years of therapy!
seems I've never LEARNED security from my parents,cos they we're too insecure themselves. "a child cannot learn when you tell it how to do something, you have to show it-lead it"
apart from that i have to improve my sex-life, seems i am too self-controlled. the controll i want to have ( all over, not just with the sex ) is in the way when you wanna reach the ultimate pleasure ( seems logic- if you don't let yourself go you don't come..)
"i am good at being alone" is my new mantra.. no really!
she said whenever i feel like it, i should say it. and when i feel my heart going nuts or my breathing becoming weird ( like it does when the fear sets in..) i should say it...
its ALL ABOUT the subconsciousness!!!
+++++++++++++
apart from that i met
meike ( whoa catrin is preggers!!),
heidi ( went to see "barfuss" omg HALLELUJAH again and TALKED AND TALKED AND TALKED.. sooo much in common!!)
eva ( yay ibiza here we come!!!)
and my aunt ( who should seek therapy herself !!)
edit.. catching up with my flist.
so funny how everyone was like OMFG (+link) ELF in orlando !!!!!111elevenses!!! after the news were posted :D
also
( what else did i learn this weekend? )
made major progress on the therapy stuff.. i went to see a counselor, that someone rec'd to my mum.
what an amazing woman! she seemed so wise ( being only in her forties*lol*) and had all sorts of helps for my problems and fears. and those few hours seemed to help more than years of therapy!
seems I've never LEARNED security from my parents,cos they we're too insecure themselves. "a child cannot learn when you tell it how to do something, you have to show it-lead it"
apart from that i have to improve my sex-life, seems i am too self-controlled. the controll i want to have ( all over, not just with the sex ) is in the way when you wanna reach the ultimate pleasure ( seems logic- if you don't let yourself go you don't come..)
"i am good at being alone" is my new mantra.. no really!
she said whenever i feel like it, i should say it. and when i feel my heart going nuts or my breathing becoming weird ( like it does when the fear sets in..) i should say it...
its ALL ABOUT the subconsciousness!!!
+++++++++++++
apart from that i met
meike ( whoa catrin is preggers!!),
heidi ( went to see "barfuss" omg HALLELUJAH again and TALKED AND TALKED AND TALKED.. sooo much in common!!)
eva ( yay ibiza here we come!!!)
and my aunt ( who should seek therapy herself !!)
edit.. catching up with my flist.
so funny how everyone was like OMFG (+link) ELF in orlando !!!!!111elevenses!!! after the news were posted :D
also
( what else did i learn this weekend? )
and there goes my money
Apr. 7th, 2005 08:34 amdid i say i was all up for putting my money into my savings account?
dammit
i just ordered 3 more cds and a dvd box..
my "open orders" account :
Items not yet shipped:
Delivery estimate: May 12, 2005 - June 3, 2005
1 of: Mary Beth Maziarz: Something Real
1 of: Mary Beth Maziarz: Goodnight, Goodnight
1 of: Mary Beth Maziarz: Snowed In
Items not yet shipped:
Delivery estimate: April 25, 2005 - May 9, 2005 1 of: That '70s Show - Season One
Items not yet shipped:
Delivery estimate: September 22, 2005 - October 6, 2005 1 of: Lost - The Complete First Season
Spivs (Region 2 DVD)
Our price: £11.99 Delivered
Availability: Due for release on 25/04/2005
(The Purifiers (Region 2 DVD)
to be bought on ebay
dammit
i just ordered 3 more cds and a dvd box..
my "open orders" account :
Items not yet shipped:
Delivery estimate: May 12, 2005 - June 3, 2005
1 of: Mary Beth Maziarz: Something Real
1 of: Mary Beth Maziarz: Goodnight, Goodnight
1 of: Mary Beth Maziarz: Snowed In
Items not yet shipped:
Delivery estimate: April 25, 2005 - May 9, 2005 1 of: That '70s Show - Season One
Items not yet shipped:
Delivery estimate: September 22, 2005 - October 6, 2005 1 of: Lost - The Complete First Season
Spivs (Region 2 DVD)
Our price: £11.99 Delivered
Availability: Due for release on 25/04/2005
(The Purifiers (Region 2 DVD)
to be bought on ebay
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Apr. 7th, 2005 10:22 ammore quizzzzzzes for me-heeeeeee
found this on someones LJ
a. Post a list of 10 TV shows you watch (current or cancelled!)
b. Have your friends list guess your favourite CHARACTER from each show
c. When guessed, tell us why you like that character
1.Lost charlie![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bluehobbit easy one.. he was the one who started it all for me. he's funny sweet and vulnerable.-. and cheeky!
2.Sex and the City Carriebluehobbit she's just unique to me, beautiful and witty and sweeeet *loves*
3.Friends Chandlertuvali again.. the funny guy!!
4.Felicity
5.Queer as folk
6.Arrested Developement
7.The OC Sethtuvali omg.. hilarious and insecure and awwwww
8.Malcolm in the Middle
9.Joan of Arcadia
10.X-Files Mulderbluehobbit sigh.. sexy mulder where'd you go?
found this on someones LJ
a. Post a list of 10 TV shows you watch (current or cancelled!)
b. Have your friends list guess your favourite CHARACTER from each show
c. When guessed, tell us why you like that character
1.Lost charlie
bluehobbit easy one.. he was the one who started it all for me. he's funny sweet and vulnerable.-. and cheeky!2.Sex and the City Carrie
bluehobbit she's just unique to me, beautiful and witty and sweeeet *loves*3.Friends Chandler
tuvali again.. the funny guy!!4.Felicity
5.Queer as folk
6.Arrested Developement
7.The OC Seth
tuvali omg.. hilarious and insecure and awwwww 8.Malcolm in the Middle
9.Joan of Arcadia
10.X-Files Mulder
bluehobbit sigh.. sexy mulder where'd you go?(no subject)
Apr. 7th, 2005 11:09 amthanks patsie for the info
From the Spivs dvd:
"Next up there is a sixteen-minute featurette with contributions from all of the major cast and crew, talking about the production. Ken Stott, Nick Moran, Kate Ashfield, Dominic Monaghan and Jack Dee all pop up, along with the director, writer, editor, production designer and director of photography. They discuss the characters and the script, explaining what a spiv is and going into some of the cons they use as well. They spend a great deal of time talking about things that you already know, and the featurette is neither informative enough to tell you much new nor subtle enough not to give away too much to those who have not seen the main feature. Still, it is nice to se contributions from all of those involved and a couple of the gags, mainly involving Dominic Monaghan, are quite funny."
omg.. how i love funny me..
*laughter is love*
WHEN is it coming out again?
hurry up!!!
patsie for the infoFrom the Spivs dvd:
"Next up there is a sixteen-minute featurette with contributions from all of the major cast and crew, talking about the production. Ken Stott, Nick Moran, Kate Ashfield, Dominic Monaghan and Jack Dee all pop up, along with the director, writer, editor, production designer and director of photography. They discuss the characters and the script, explaining what a spiv is and going into some of the cons they use as well. They spend a great deal of time talking about things that you already know, and the featurette is neither informative enough to tell you much new nor subtle enough not to give away too much to those who have not seen the main feature. Still, it is nice to se contributions from all of those involved and a couple of the gags, mainly involving Dominic Monaghan, are quite funny."
omg.. how i love funny me..
*laughter is love*
WHEN is it coming out again?
hurry up!!!
