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Had a brilliant day with Tom, Tobi and
blavandgirl ->Annika Blunt ;p
When we came home the mail-guy was just running off with my Lost DVD Box.. I reached him before he could drive away though.. fast shipping, though I took the cheapest way off shipping ( yes,
stefsoleil cry baby is also here.. had to pay some tax though..).
Now Tom is at work and I'm watching Lost with Tobi.. He hates Sawyer ( we just watched his episode..), but I know much much better :D
My only problem is that I feel an anxiety attack coming up.. I don't know..
I first had the feeling when we made our way home. My chest and stomach feel really weird and I just don't want that feeling when TOm is leaving on Monday.
I know I have my work on monday and I'll only get home at 10pm at night, but if I feel the way I do now, then.. I'm going mad.. and I'm scared as hell that that might happen.
I bought sleeping pills for the first time in my life.. I had the idea that it would be good to just go to bed monday night.
Does that work though?
If I take one pill ( or two ) will i DEFINITLEY sleep within an hour or so??
I still have the diazepam, but hell, I'm too scared to use it, cos i dont know what it does to me..
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When we came home the mail-guy was just running off with my Lost DVD Box.. I reached him before he could drive away though.. fast shipping, though I took the cheapest way off shipping ( yes,
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Now Tom is at work and I'm watching Lost with Tobi.. He hates Sawyer ( we just watched his episode..), but I know much much better :D
My only problem is that I feel an anxiety attack coming up.. I don't know..
I first had the feeling when we made our way home. My chest and stomach feel really weird and I just don't want that feeling when TOm is leaving on Monday.
I know I have my work on monday and I'll only get home at 10pm at night, but if I feel the way I do now, then.. I'm going mad.. and I'm scared as hell that that might happen.
I bought sleeping pills for the first time in my life.. I had the idea that it would be good to just go to bed monday night.
Does that work though?
If I take one pill ( or two ) will i DEFINITLEY sleep within an hour or so??
I still have the diazepam, but hell, I'm too scared to use it, cos i dont know what it does to me..
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Date: 2005-09-18 08:40 pm (UTC)Ich hab auch Angst vor Schlaftabletten. Und als ich welche im Krankenhaus nehmen sollte habe ich sie aus dem Fenster geschmissen.
Ich finde Du solltest auch nur ne halbe nehmen. Kann natürlich überhaupt nicht einschätzen wie das mit der Panikattacke so ist, würde Dir aber raten nicht so ein Hammer-Präparat zu nehmen. Hilft es denn gar nicht, dass Tobias da ist?
Um noch etwas für Erheiterung zu sorgen: bin voll begeistert, dass ich jetzt bei allen Mrs. Blunt heiße *grins* hoffe, das war jetzt nicht zu unpassend ... ;-)